You threw her away. You threw away the girl that would do anything and everything for you. You threw away the girl that gave her all and trusted you with it. You threw away the girl that put her whole self into being there for you. You threw away the girl that shut every other person out in her life because she told herself she couldn’t trust them. You threw away the girl that sees the entire world in you. You threw away the girl that went through hell just to be with you. You threw away the girl that was willing to wait as long as it took until she could call you hers. You threw away that girl that still wanted you even when you treated her as if she was nothing. You threw away the girl that spent months hoping you two could be together eventually. You threw away the girl that stays up at night, wondering if you’re okay. You threw away the girl that continued to do so much for you even though she got nothing in return. You threw away the girl that didn’t listen to the bad things that others said about you. You threw away the girl that would do anything in the world for you. You threw her away. And guess what? You lost her.
You crave the deepest connections with others, but you don’t trust to let anyone in.
Never trust a man who howls at you like a wolf
without treating you like the moon.
Meggie Royer. Metaphors My Mother Never Taught Me (via schmab-elyse)
It actually makes me sick how things can change just like that. It makes me even sicker that people who used to mean the world to you, can’t even answer a text or check to see how you’re doing. Like it’s crazy how many people have left my life that I would’ve done anything for. Boyfriends, family, and best friends. My guard is forever up because there’s not one person in my life that I can completely rely on without getting fucked over. I’m just so sick of all this heartache that I’ve been carrying around for years
I think that when you have a connection with someone it never really goes away you know? You snap back to being important to each other because you still are.
Alex (Orange is the New Black)
Painfully average looking with a great sense of humor and always down to get drunk
Why didn’t I learn to treat everything like it was the last time. My greatest regret was how much I believed in the future.
Some people smoke,
others drink, and others fall in love,
each one dies from a different way.